26 April 2007

This entry will be split in two parts. Part One will explain my situation. Part Two will explain ways i can help my situation improve and move forward.


Part One:
I feel like i'm at a crossroads...well, i guess i actually am at a crossroads.
Tyler and i decided a few days ago (last week?, fuck, it seems longer!) that we are friends. That the lovers part of our relationship hasn't been apart of "us" for some while, so instead of continuing on like that, we just just decided to end it and move on from there. Its not as easy as it sounds, i've lived 19 months of my life and pretty much all of it involved him in someway, so i'm trying to detach myself from that.
I'm also moving out of my apartment in a month. Kristen and i are looking for an apartment, which is ALWAYS stressful.
I also need a second part-time job to help maintain myself, pay my bills, keep me busy. I find myself idle with all the free time i have. I need something creative to help me pass my time.


Part Two:
Lists. I like reading list. I like writing list. And, well, it's been way to long since i listed my shit.

* Find an apartment.

* Find a second part-time.

* Fix my bike-tires.

* Don't listen to Explosions In The Sky...for now.

* Learn my indie-press.

* Outline/write a complete movement.

* Keep my bestfriend.

* Finish Promethea.

* Urban Farming.

* Have my diet be as raw as possible.

* Do the KFC thing.

* Save up for San Francisco.

* Keep Sane/Keep healthy.

* Find more "hippy" music.

* Finish watching Metropolis.

These are not in order.

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